Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Small Towns

Small Towns

In a small town in northeast Pennsylvania, nestled in among the hills, trees and farms, sat a house. It was a log house perched on a knoll on twenty acres that was half field, half woods and pond. Nellie lived here with her husband and two children. Her teenage daughter was out on the wrap-around porch, on the phone making plans with her best friend. Nellie was in the kitchen, but she could hear her daughter’s end of the conversation, because the window was open.

“No way,” her daughter’s voice said. “That would be so awesome!”

There’s a pause and then, “Of course, I would!”

pause “Really? How come?”

…...“Oh, right.”

…… “Do you think she’d….”

Nellie stopped washing dishes. She missed that last part, because the pots and pans were clanging too much.

….“Well, it’s not my style, but I think she’d like it.”

…. “Yeah, later.”

Nellie heard footsteps and started washing pots again.

“Mom?” her daughter called.

“In the kitchen, Beth.” Nellie answered. She rinsed the last pot, put it on the drainer and rinsed out the washcloth. She wiped a stray light brown hair out of her eyes. It caught in her glasses and made her wince.

“Are we doing anything on Saturday?” Beth asked as she walked into the kitchen, her cheeks flushed with excitement.

“Not unless your father has something planned. Why?” Nellie responded. She never wanted to be too definitive, just in case something came up.

“Well, Denise just told me about a party that’s on Saturday and I’d really like to go,” Beth answered.

“Really? Where’s the party?” Nellie asked as she wiped down the countertop.

Beth took a deep breath and said, “It’s at Raven’s house.”

Nellie stopped wiping and turned toward her daughter. “Raven Dunn’s?” she asked.

“How many Ravens do we know, Mom?” Beth retorted with a sigh and a sarcastic roll of her eyes.

“Just making sure. You don’t have to get puffy.” Nellie answered with a smile, trying to ease the tension. When Beth was ten, she misheard a line in a movie and had used puffy in the place of huffy ever since.

“Right. So, can I go?”

Nellie started setting up the coffee pot for the next morning, hoping to give herself a minute to think. Every time her daughter asked to go somewhere, it made her uneasy. She knew that these teenage years were packed with peer pressure and temptations. She doesn’t want to make her daughter a prisoner, but worried and said a prayer every time Beth is out of her sight. She also tried to steer her away from people that might be a bad influence. She had a feeling Raven might be one of those people.

“Mom? Did you hear me?” Beth asked, sounding impatient. Nellie looked up to see her daughter leaning on the counter with her hand on her hip, her foot twitching, like it was ready to start tapping.

“Oh, sorry,” Nellie said. “I got lost in thought. So, what’s the party for? Is it Raven’s birthday?”

“No, she just felt like having it, OK? She’s been really bored lately, since softball ended,” Beth answered, her impatience bubbling up.

Raven and Beth had been on the same softball team for ages. They had even played T-ball together, but hadn’t gotten to be friends until last year. Nellie was surprised by the new friendship. The girls seemed completely different, as did their families. Even though both families lived in villages in the same school district and had kids around the same age, they had very different lifestyles. This was the reason Nellie felt uneasy about the friendship. Well, she couldn’t stall any longer. Beth looked like she was starting to get very irritated and Nellie was trying to get through the day without a fight.

“Well, I can’t see any reason you shouldn’t be able to go, as long as you’re not out too late and her parents are going to be there,” Nellie finally answered.

Beth said, “OK”, nodded her head and turned to leave. Nellie watched her brown curls swing around and took a deep breath. Before she could get out of the kitchen, Nellie asked, “So, I heard you say something on the phone… something like, ‘it’s not my style but I think she’ll like it.’ Are you getting Raven a gift?”

Beth stopped and turned toward her mother. It looked like her wheels were spinning pretty fast, like she was deciding what or how much to say. “No, not really”, she said.

“So, what did you mean?” Nellie asked, trying not to sound too nosy.

“Well, Raven’s parents said that she can have the party, but she has to use her own money to pay for everything. So, she told everyone that we have to give her some kind of clothes as an entry fee to the party. She really likes clothes, you know. I thought she might like my blue shirt with the lace at the bottom. The one Aunt Kathy got me for my birthday.”

Oh, these kids and their bartering, Nellie thought. “Don’t you think Aunt Kathy will be upset if she finds out you gave away her gift?” she said instead.

“I don’t know!” Beth blurted out. “How would she even find out? I’m not going to tell her!”

“Well, that’s true,” Nellie conceded.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Compromises

The sun is low in the sky and throws long shadows across the hardened snow. As I sit here, looking out my kitchen window, I'm reminded of my childhood. The trees are young and thin. Their shadows snake across the white-blue snow, reaching toward me, reminding me that another day is gone and I still don't know whether to point my compass north or south, east or west. Which direction is my direction?

I've done things that I swore I would never do, things, the mere suggestion of which, would have sent me into spasms of laughter, shaking my head and shouting, "Me? No Never. Not me." These things are the results of compromises. If you are a proud woman, a woman of substance and high ideals, or a man who appreciates such women, you should stop reading. You should, but you won't.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Mip and the Wing Spell

Once upon a time, there was a fairy named Mip. His hair was brown and curly and he wore a blue tunic and brown leggings. His eyes twinkled, probably because he was very curious and liked to try new things.

One day he was flying through the forest when he heard Dr. Penzo explaining to his nurse the proper way to do the wing spell. You see, Dr. Penzo is a pediatrician. He takes care of baby fairies after they're born. One of the things he does is to give them their wings. Baby fairies are not born with wings, because they're too little to fly. They get their wings when they are about two years old.

" 'Winging' is a very special procedure", explained Dr. Penzo that day, as Mip slowed down to listen. "First, you take two leaves and two berries from a butterfly bush. You crush them between your fingers until they make a lot of purple juice. Then, you rub the juice on the back of the baby, right where the wings should grow. While you're rubbing, you sing the flying song."

"Wow!" thought Mip, as he flew away. "I have to try this."

So, he flew to a very dark, quite part of the forest and he looked around. He found a small brown caterpillar. Then, he found a butterfly bush. He crushed two leaves and two berries between his fingers until they made lots of juice. Then, he quickly rubbed his fingers on the caterpillar's back and sang the flying song.

Before he finished the song, he could see wings growing out of the caterpillar's back. But......

"Oh, NO!" shouted Mip. Something was definitely wrong. The caterpillar's wings didn't grow right. They were supposed to have a large pointed wing piece on the top and a smaller, rounder piece on the bottom. They were supposed to be symmetrical - the same on the left and right - but they weren't. The left side was missing the lower part.

"Try to fly, caterpillar.", said Mip. The little caterpillar fluttered his wings and started to fly a bit, but the right side of his wing was so much bigger and stronger that he was wobbling and going in a circle.

"Well, that didn't go very well." thought Mip. I guess I didn't get my fingers down onto his skin the way I needed to. It's probably because his fur is so thick. I'll just have to try again.

Monday, January 4, 2010

New Year, New Start

The kids are back in school and the many jobs of the Christmas season are almost done (still haven't mailed out Christmas/New Years' cards...), so it's time to blog!

I have a lot more free time now, for a number of reasons. First, it is post-Christmas, and second, I quit my job! Things did not work out at the research lab. I was very uncomfortable with the lab supervisor's style. Since this is a public post, let's just leave it at that.

So, I have started the year off right! I got rid of a part of my life that I didn't like or need. My husband and I are doing that standard New Year's activity called "starting to exercise again" and reading the Bible more. Exercising felt great this morning and reading the Bible was satisfying last night. I will also be doing some jobs around the house that have been on our mental list for quite some time.

I know, however, that in a week, maybe less, I'll wish I had a job. I'll feel like I'm not doing enough, not really using my talents and not getting many pats on the back. I have to try to be patient. I'm going to try to resist the urge to jump into whatever I can find, especially if it's not really what I want to do.

I was also thinking that I should write up a research project proposal to show to one of the other lab supervisors I met in the Fall. Maybe we could work on a project together. I've been looking into going on a mission trip. And then there's the idea of writing a book. I'm not sure I have the perseverance. Writing well takes a lot of time.

I'll let you know how it goes. Will I be patient? Will I do those household jobs that need doing? Will I write up a research project? Will anyone care? Will I write something? ....a book, a short story, my Christmas cards??? Hmmmmmmmm......

Lots to do. Better go read "The Half Blood Prince" and get that out of the way! (ha ha)
Peace to you in the coming year.